Fuck!!! Ok pretty intense beginning but this is what happens when I live inside my own head too much. I am now back from a three month sabbatical? Well secondment - in a fabulous wee capital city where I was miss social butterfly personified.  I was the meet up queen! Walking, art trails, theatre, yum Cha - you name it I would sign up for it.  Oh the stimulation. And motivation - well ok not always - I did still have the odd blob on the couch zoning on light box too. I am now back in the land of 'bro!' And redbands and the same bloody walk EVERY Sunday .  God I'm an ungrateful bitch! People are homeless and live in cars and have no friends to walk with.  Ok I know I'm being a moany Minnie. And that's exactly my point.  This is what happens when I live inside my head which is exactly what happens when there isn't enough stimulation. So whats next? I need more meet Ups! Watch this space.......